if onli mi lifee ish a fairytale bt nt a nitemare ):

2010-12-17T01:03:00.002+08:00

when things started changing, and you dont even know it.

Proved that your still living in the world of your own when everything had been made so obvious and you didnt even notice it.

Life, sighs.

2010-11-15T01:40:00.005+08:00

I just realised its exactly twoweeks since i blogged. been home after midnight or what not each day due to work or whatever.

Suddenly this pops up in my mind. When was the last time i ever said "iloveyou" to my parents? Yeah prolly when i was young, i would even write a letter or what not to apologize. look, what ever happened to our family? My sister looks like people owe her tons of money and she dont even bother if someone is sleeping in the room and on the lights. My niece is still as noisy as ever. Well.. my parents are still as naggy as ever.
Im still the same person.. Okay not. I dont even know if i changed myself.

But mum&dad, i still love you. okay? Stop thinking im not and being rebellious. Im trying my best to do well for my work. Really. I spent entire day working and handling stuff with my teammates to try do well for our final assignment. I hope everything will go well, pray for me.

Yes and im tired like no other. Headaches, bodyaches came to find me. kuakuakua. Gonna spend next weekend enjoying because this block is ovaaaaaa! Hell yeah.

Ohshit, i thinking im rejoicing too soon. Cause this block is the slackest. Can cam&lit dont end? only jap CDS. I really dont like night classes or i wouldnt have enjoyed this CDS. Argh.
This can really go fly high high in to the sky.

oh what randomness.

2010-11-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

Stopped blogging entirely recently. Things are still managable. Life goes on as usual.
School, late night dinner & suppers.

Hahahahah, oh yeah. Having a damn dejavu as im typing. Have to film later on, hope it'll be good. Running around in school, busy with life. Time should really slow down for a moment. Even my holiday in turkey passed so fast. 1year since i had olvls passed too, no longer a freshie.
Tick tok tick tok.

Hi november.
Please be a good month! :D I need it. I dont want to have shitty problems to handle.

I have tons to complain, tons to say. But would you ever understand? Until i realised there isnt any use in complaining, when nothing can be done. Only resulting in more misunderstandings and broken friendships.

My mind and heart speak different things.

2010-10-20T23:53:00.001+08:00

as expected.
(:

2010-10-09T13:02:00.002+08:00

FLYING OFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
IN 4HOURS TIME D:

i'll miss singapore.
For 10days.
Heeheeee.
& i'll miss my family&friends more than ever!!
i'll try get something for each of you if i have enough luggage space and money okay.
Sorry if i had to get something small for each of you):

Lets hope i enjoy this trip and come back with a smile :D
So, stay in one piece okay people.

Im back before you know it, heeheee.
BYEBYE! :DDD

;here i come!

2010-10-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

:D
Life's good.
I hope.

But my shoulders are aching like mad. Let everything be stupidly awesome puhleeeze ~
LOLOLOL.

i hate it when i miss out on alot of things D:
Sadzxzxzxzxz.
Ohwells.
Shall not broad over it.
And i wanna go shopping, but im broke.

Sighs.
Heidi's birthday chalet tml!
Lets have a blast.

2more days.
Omg excited.
Then i'll disappear from this space for 10days ):
Twitter's my next best online friend.
LOLOLOL.
I certainly hope i'll enjoy.

Prolly im trying to live my life to th fullest every single day that idk what to blog now here.
Heeheee.
Outings, gatherings, htht, etcs.
Yay for all these.

I hope i dont miss out or forget or didnt bring enough things!
ahahahahahah.

ever wonder why i dont put photos?
They mess up my blog codes, as i said before ):
Damn sian.

Okayokay, im blabbering idk what now.
Better go!
LOL.

BYEBYEEEEE.

;lets go to the ends of the earth.

2010-10-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

Finally, one day im home before 12.
Been out th entire week,
playing, eating and such.

Time really pass so fast that you wouldnt want to think of anything.
Everything zoomed by.
Last monday - Tues chalet.
Drinkdrinkdrink.
Not like mad uh, of course x.x

Wed, learnt mahjong.
Thurs learn poker & went prawning.
Friday learnt TD.
Sat learnt dota.

Back to sunday, mahjong& poker + slacking.
Monday, ate th entire day.
Nuaed at home just now.

That summarizes my week, but..
I feel stupid just blogging about all these.

Doubt i would be back early later also.
I tried to squeeze everything in to a week, meeting everyone i love.
wahahaha.

Its th heart that matters.
Yes, im getting all emo now that i flooded twitter.
I shall stop for now.

3days more.

;you'll never know.

2010-10-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

night safari ytd was awesome!
update more tml.
been home real late recently x.x

;madlovetothem!

2010-09-29T23:53:00.003+08:00

"Stick with friends who saw you, when nobody else did. Stick with friends who you can call assholes, and know it’s a code word for I love you. Stick with friends who look at your mistakes, and think it’s fucking awesome. Stick with friends who don’t give a fuck when you’re crying, because they know you’re stronger than that. Stick with friends who were true to you from the very start." - i forgot who, sorry. but here's your credit.

well, i have friends like that.
& yes, as grateful as i can be, im contented.

Went daniel's house for mahjong today.
Last min. Learnt how to play..
Not good at it, hahahahaha.
But still, guess i have to slowly learn.

Took my time and walked home.
Thoughts ran through my head.
Plenty of it.

Questions still unanswered.
& im leaving them as it is, until one day i found the answer to them.
What is the point of finding out an answer to them, when you know the answer would still be wrong.

Another sleepless night.
Im still that happy-go-lucky girl people know.
I'll stay that way, only try to change for the better.

Set your heart free.
Promise me you'll be happy.

Byebye :D

;depression isnt me.

2010-09-29T15:33:00.002+08:00

with DF17's chalet over, i doubt we'll have another big ass mass outing again):
Sighs.

Ohwells, at least tet's cool enough to meet up for supper, buy mahjong and bring a shaker for drinks. hahahaha.
I had fun this two days, still couldnt stay over.
Sighs.

Happy that most of them turned up! :D

& dumb bryon just told me he's actually back in sg last week, and flying back this sat =.=
-claps hand-
Idiotic ):
hahahahahahahha.

Alright, i shall stop drinking after this two days.
But josh & tet really did mix th drinks well leh! D:
LOL.
BARTENDERS.

HEEHEEE.
out i go again soon.
BYEBYEEEE!

;halloween.

2010-09-26T21:33:00.002+08:00

YAY, FINALLY.
I HANDED UP MY PORTFOLIO AND IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

been really busy nowadays, reaching home after 12.
In school rushing work, home rushing work, and outings.
Now i need a good rest.
ahahhhaha.

DF17's finally on a well-deserved rest!
everyone did extremely well for this block :D
heeheeeee.
love you all!
You all are still the beeeeessssstttttt class!
Seeyou all at th chalet tml :D

Gonna go rest abit.
BYEBYE.

;smile.

2010-09-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

Lack of posts! :x
Have been reaching home late due to outings & work in school!
Finally, after handing up everything tml, im free for holidays.
FINALLLLLLLLLLY.

HAHAHAH.

& then i realised, ytd was th last day DF17's together T.T
They are th best class ever.
I miss them alr.

; ):

2010-09-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

Final submission week.
Damn hectic.
So much to do, so little time.

2 more days..
Yawn.
Im seriously very exhausted that idw to move.
Helppppppppppppppppppp.

Long story short.
BYEBYE.

Will definitely blog more after submission day.
IM FREE.
ALL TH PLANS FOR TH HOLIDAYS WILL COME.
LOL, PLENTY OF EVENTS PLEASE.
HAHAHAHA.

BYEBYE.

;cant wait.

2010-09-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

School today.
Sighs, nothing much.
Final submission week again.
Let this be over fast please!
I need a break from craps.

& things were awkward ttm today.
ahahahahhahahaha.
Ohwells.
I wanted to just say hi. But i was afraid that you wouldnt even bother replying.
Nevermind! :D
Prolly its hard for you to just be friends.

Dinner with few people from lt18.
Stingrays, blic.
Chitchat, and alil htht.

Hahahahaha, now im back to try rushing final two modules.
Screw this, i cant wait for friday.

BYEBYE.

;simplify.

2010-09-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

Ytd was awesome :D
Clarke quay, find heidi, coffee club, dinner, pub.

Okayokay, enough said.
Everyone saw it on my twitter.
& everything was so sudden without any plans on what to do at night.

Now im way behind time on my work.
Sighs.

BYEBYE.

;spontaneous outings.

2010-09-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

completed my ugly perspective overnight x.x
Went school, completed some stuff.
Remove plaster,
went home and slept cause im way tired.
LOLOLOL.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

;that day.

2010-09-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

Rushed work last night, hope it'll all turn out good!

Noon lesson at ikea!
LOL. Talk, chitchat, think of ideas till 6+ and went to meet some of the lt18 for resident evil!
I wouldnt have been checked for ic ):
But i think the person there heard lt18 keep say i sure get checked,
AND THEY GO CHECK MY IC.
LOLOLOLOL.
" IC please " -smile-
WTH, LOL.

Movie's not bad ~
Stupid elgin& daniel go scare me when we're walking x.x
One go tap and scream in my ear, one go push my legs so i'll like fall over.
LOL.

SUPPER AT CPF.
RT @heyydan; eating dinner outside CPF reminds me of the last night of Foc when we started as friends!
IKR, THE FEELING, OMG.

I MISS THOSE TIMES.
Oh those times when we just sat outside cpf and eat dinner after foc! Took plenty of photos and had a hella of time.
Everything started from there.
How time flies ):
Like half of year1 just went pass, sighs.

Okayokay, had to work on perspective now.
I HAVENT TOUCH IT, AND ITS DUE TML.
OMGOMGOMG.
BYEBYE.

;tsskkkk.

2010-09-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

Im tired.

Papermaking,
Frank stella,
DMfun,
Perspective.

ALL NOT DONE YET.
AND ITS DUE SOON, OMG.

HAVE TO GO NOW.
BYEBYE.

Happy birthday, hot! :D
18, finally.

;yawns.

2010-09-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

another normal day ~
Lots of stuffs to be done!

And i got sinus again.
LOL.
COMMON ALR.

;let everything be good.

2010-09-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

LONG WORDY POST. LOL.

:D
I had fun on my 18th birthday.
Thankyou everyone who wished me happy birthday on facebook, blog, twitter and via sms&call! :D
Sorry that i cant reply the first few people who wished me happy birthday ):
Facebook wouldnt load them for me to reply!
I could only reply the latest.
So sorry!

Anw, 10th sept.
Out for dinner at night with geraint, jaz, jeannica, daniel and elgin.
Pizzahut!
hahahaha.
& went to elgin's house for movie.
I got curious and asked dan&geraint to bring me to py's house.
LOLOLOL.
Walked pass all th houses.
Motivated to do well.
But the motivation dont last long ):
heeheeee.

Midnight, they wished me happy birthday and webcammed with py.
Heeheee. They sang it so loudly, LOL :D
Thankyou all for staying till midnight when you could get scolded!

Presley came after that.
Supper with dan, alvin&him.
LOL.
Drove to 201, not open.
Went simpang instead.
chitchat and rot around for awhile.
Sang another birthday song!
hahahaha.
Thankyou all! :D

Okay, the ride home was scary but fun.
x.x

Next morning!
Wokeup, waited for the rest.
Here's the funny thing,

They wanted to surprise me at my house.
i didnt know.
When i was walking out of the room, i saw daniel ran pass the corridor and ran back.
I waved, he didnt see.
Thinking he's alone with geraint, i went out to see why did he run back.
When my head turn, i saw a bunch of them standing down there.
I was shocked and ask, eh? why all here.
LOL.

Daniel had his back facing me, and he got such a shock that he went,
WAH, and "flew" backwards to the ground with a funny face.
LOLLOLOLOLOL.
OKAY, PLAN BACK FIRED.
Everyone was shocked that i was behind them.

Sang birthday song, my mother & her mahjong kahkis came out also.
& my mother actually..
Actually tried pushing my face to the cake.
LOL.
only half of my face got it tho. heehee.

Went to buy stuff to eat and head to elgin's house again.
Photo spam and movie!
LOL.
Funny la.
Photos all in facebook, go see them ~ :D
The few of us wore plaited shirt without saying everyone wear that in the first place.
AHAHAHA.

Took a "family" photo.
I love browsing the album each time i open facebook now.
Heeheee.
Makes me smile.

Dinner at simpang again,
Then talk at playground.
Since th rest didnt came up, had a tiny htht with jazvan.
Thanks mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Cabbed home with sitian&candy after that.
:D
Thankyou for the stuff you all bought for me!
Thanks johan, the stich is bigggggggggg :D
LOL.
& jiajie! :D thankyou also. hahahaha.

This morning!

Metup with josh& clique.
Lunch, movie.
Pity i had to go early.

Went grandpa's house.
Terrible headache.
):

Gonna go china during new year D:
Means, no friends house visiting this year with friends T.T
Im gonna get left out from all the fun!

My family and those who didnt go before, going few days early to play.
But im taking the later flight, means im going on new year's eve.
Tho i dint go before. its okay! :D
Entire close relatives and my family going!
LOL, BIG AMOUNT OF PEOPLE STAYING IN THE SAME HOTEL.
Tho our purpose is to visit our distant relatives tgt.

ahahahahaha.

BUT I HEARD I CAN HAVE A HOT AIR BALLOON RIDE IN THE MORNING IN OCT.
When i go overseas.
HAHAHAHAHA.
OMG, ONE DOWN FROM MY WISHLIST.
Please let the weather be good!

okayokay, theres school tml.
Have to go off.
BYEBYE!

Thankyou all for celebrating my birthday! :D
Loveyou!

;idk how anymore.

2010-09-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to my mama & uriah! :D
& happy birthday to bai ytd!
That ass.
Never reply me one.

Anw.
School today.
Audio lesson was not bad!
Just that i guess everyone was kinda irritated with the same audio we had to clear during lesson.
We kept repeating the audio to clear the background sounds, compress it, blahblah!
We could memorise the audio alr.
Gah!

After that, head down to airport for lesson.
Free& easy!
Went around, they spammed photos..
Not for perspective drawing, but themselves.
LOLOLOL.
okay la, not bad uh.

Tm, bought stuff and went home.
Couldnt find to eat with me, since they all ate ):
Reached home and slept, thinking i wont be hungry when i wake up.
Since home no more maggie ):

Wokeup, instead of cooking, ordered mac.
So.. its 3+ now, and i just ate.
LOLOLOLOL.
FAIL TTM.

Okay la, gonna go.
Dumb sinus killing me.
So irritating.
BYEBYE.

;:D

2010-09-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

TIRING DAY.
LOL.

Well, as usual.
Nothing much.
hahahaha.

3d art fund at changi airport tml x.x
hahahahahaha.
It better be good, LOLOL.

BYEBYE!

;omg, tired. LOL.

2010-09-07T23:21:00.002+08:00

Sinus's affecting me more than usual, more often now.
Guess its due to lack of sleep and too much thinking.
Sometimes its really hard to fall asleep no matter how tired i am.

Even if i had enough sleep, i would still fall asleep in class.
I really starting to dislike that part of me.
When i used to have sleeping as part of my life.

Makes no sense, but whatever.
I guess stuffs are getting to me.
Ohwells!

Didnt finish making my clay and went home.
Guess i was exhausted, no matter how not tired im feeling.

Alright, gonna go.
So much for typing random stuffs here.
BYEBYE.

;when you know what hurts the most.

2010-09-06T23:43:00.002+08:00

long day.
didnt sleep since last night.
Finished up my wire sword and mutated monster.
heeheeeeee.

Now im happy.
Im done and over with wires.
no way im gonna use wires for the 1metre sculpture for our final submission.
As if the cuts we suffered aint enough for 30cm.
hahahahaha.

Now i got to start researching and design for 30cm clay.
Yawn.
Its better than wires, definitely.
And i do better for clay.
LOL.

Yawwwwnnnnnnnn.
Presentations suck.
Thank god for the people who encouraged me.
whahahahha.
May seem alil to people, it means alot to me.
Since some gets pissed off.

Alright, im off.
Need to take a short rest.
BYEBYE!

;Pimples.

2010-09-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hot: I know :D seeyou soon bff! AFTER YOUR EXAMS. LOL.

MAC BREAKFAST.
HEEHEEEEE.

Yeah, met up with jaz to borrow the pliers.
Daniel was there, with a girl.
LOL.

Went around getting stuff i need & head to josh's house to find sitian&him.
Talk, chitchat, do our work.
Till 9+?
Ate and went home.

Im home now..
And im only like halfway done.
LOL.
Eat that, im not even halfway and presentation's in few hours time.

Gotta goooooooo.
BYEBYE.

;smile your heart out.

2010-09-04T23:12:00.003+08:00

-random-

Well, at least i know bryon's alright in christchruch now.
Hahah, yup, due to the earthquake.
Cant believe he actually thought the door opening&closing was a ghost, and he's in a dream, AND going back to sleep.
He's half awake that time, LOL.
Guess there would be some aftershock for awhile?
Let everything settle down soon.
Please takecare there & sleep well!
Thank god for no deaths.

Spent my day at home.
Yeah, i got a date.
But i didnt turn up.
Cause im lazy& idw to go.

.....
Bad aint i?

WHO WANTS TO DATE MY WIRE?
Not me, of cause i wont turn up.
I dont wanna meet it.
& im only left with one day to complete that dumb wire.
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Idk what to do nowwwww.
Sian.

& i went to see the photos in my Fb which people tagged me.
I only viewed half way.
Cause the rest hurts.
I miss those times when we had fun! :D

Meet again soon okay, everyone.
Let everything be good now! :D
BYEBYE.

;godbless.

2010-09-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

PHOTOSHOP AGAIN, LOL.
But morning class ended early so i rest awhile in the room.
Slept in studio when i went up while waiting for couz to find me.
Last minute decision to meet him for lunch.

Bugis, artfriend, iluma!
LOL.
Thanks for all the treats again couz.
I think i need your account number to transfer the money you help me pay for what i bought in artfriend D:

Yup, reached home and slept.
Yawnnnnnnnnn. my body cannot take it with all the stress alr.
Sighs.

BYEBYE.
I HATE WIRES NOW.
screw them!

;hot hot hot hot.

2010-09-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

half way through the stuff im doing.
I need a good rest.
Prolly going overseas is a good idea.
Missing everything in Singapore, and appreciating everything when im back.
Well, i always miss out on alot when im overseas.
& miss the people around me alot more.

Anw, wire making.
again.
fingers are dying.
Pain, and yeah. Tiring.
Gonna start on clay again.

& writing letters.
Some i'll do through blog and msn..
Since i dont meet them often.
Heeheee.

Looking at the past album photos made me realise people changed alot.
From being good friends to strangers, and some from strangers to good friend.
Train of thoughts only.
I dont mean anything.

Alright, off i go.
Morning class again tml.

byebye!

;18's coming. time passed fast.

2010-09-01T23:36:00.004+08:00

Clay model making.
Photoshop.

I DONT EVEN KNOW TO USE PHOTOSHOP AND GOT LOST WHEN LECTURER'S TEACHING.
HAHAHAHAHA. FAIL MAX.

I dont understand since the way he talk seems so.. complicated.
Heehee.
Yeah, i nearly fell asleep.

After that, clay model making.
Finished some random thingy and left it there to dry.
i know i wont do well for it ):
Waited for th others and played with a different type of clay since i got nothing to do.
SO FUN.
LOL.

Yeah, back to wire tml.
I HATE THEM.
PAIN LIKE TOOT.
TML 30CM SCULPTURE SOMEMORE.
OMGOMGOMG.
Kill me ):

no wait, eat that.
Murder& throw away th wire! x.x

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

IM SO TIRED YET I COULDNT FALL ASLEEP.
OMG ME.

&jams for lunch tml!
Uriah's playing!

YAY?!

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

;smile more, look on the bright side.

2010-09-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

yawn.
I hate making wire models.
My fingers hurts, ALOT.
T.T

no energy to do stuff th entire day.
ohwells.

BYEBYE.

;do your best!

2010-08-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

Cris: im typing uh!
YQ: you mean sem break? hahahaha. i forgot! 4weeks from now (:

SO SCHOOL STARTS TODAY.
):

But morning class cancelled. Yay.
Ate and went school.

3D art fund! Played with clay today.
& allowed to go off after that.
Yay.

Meet up with lt18 and decided to rot with them.
Ate, playground chitchat.
I enjoy it tho!
LOL.

School again tml, morning somemore):
Breakfast 6am at prata shop.
HAHAHAHAHA.

& URIAH WALKED PASS ME, I DIDNT SEE.
OMG.
Big misunderstanding, long story.
But its okay!
i just saw him like ytd. LOLOLOL.

AND I CANT GO BACK SECSCHOOL TML CAUSE I GOT LESSON AT 9.
FML T.T

okayokay, gonna go.
BYEBYE! :D

;slip of tongue, can cause big trouble, dont it?

2010-08-29T22:37:00.003+08:00

SON'S BIRTHDAY!
LOL.

Sorry that we didnt make your 18th birthday a more memorable one, but i certainly hope you enjoyed it :D
WHEN IM TURNING 18 IN 11DAYS, WE'RE GONNA TAKE DRIVING LESSONS TGT OR SOMETHING IN A FEW MONTHS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Buffet, pool, jokes, T1 rooftop.
hahahaahhahaha.

Listening to them sing and play guitar,
like eversince we first met and got tgt as a clique.
Good times.
I hope things doesnt change.
The times we would just sit and chitchat, talking about the past, present&future.

& buffet, looking at them eat while being amazed by the amount.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Ohwells.

Tml's back to school again,
guess im gonna get up early as usual!
& being someone who has terrible insomnia, doesnt make a diff.
heeheeee.

I think that would mean more breakfast.
LOL.
SIAN TO 9 - 6PM LESSONS AGAIN.
ARGH.

BYEBYE :D

;i need to stop thinking.

2010-08-28T17:38:00.003+08:00

I got nothing, nothing to say.

;is it me or what?

2010-08-27T22:06:00.003+08:00

"A smile a day, keeps sadness away."
Well, i suddenly thought of that.

Out at barrage yesterday.
It was really awesome, except for the hottest sun i've been under.
That made everyone, 15? - 19 of us sunburnt.
Terribly.

Waited till 10+ 11 until presley came with alvin to fetch daniel& me.
Went to find th others, got th stuff.
Bought ice and reached barrage!

The sun is.. amazingly hot after the rain.
Our kites couldnt fly.
Everyone sunburnt ):

Geraint's slippers broke.
Went to suntec bought drinks, his slippers and ice.
ROADBLOCK, LOLOLOL.
Due to yog closing uh.

Fireworks was awesome.
At first we thought it finished and wanted to leave, until another 2shows of fireworks came on.
Yeah, beautiful.
I always have this goosebump feeling whenever im watching fireworks.
hahahahaha!

Decided to go eat dinner.
Seperated from them while the rest took cab.
In the end ): They didnt take cause the traffic jammed due to yog.
& didnt come due to the time.

Went katong for ba chor mee instead with daniel, sitian, presley& alvin only.
The rest went home ):

By th time i reached home, alr 1+ x.x
hahahahaha.
Thanks for driving me home again! :D

Yeah, everyone's suffering from the after effects of sunburn.
LOL.
i got different color tones now ):
Sleep on my back, it hurts.
Sleep on my side, it hurts.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Alil fever and went out again this evening.
To rach's house!
& design school reopening ):
SIANNNN, OMGOMG.

Like i said, i still got my daily dose of smile and laughter with the people i love around me.
Thankyou for being with me. <3.

Off i go!
BYEBYE! :D

;thankyou all.

2010-08-25T23:58:00.004+08:00

Dinner just now with geraint, sitian, daniel, jiajie, presley & issac!
LOL.
OKAYOKAY.
I squeezed lemons till i have no strength today.
lemonadeeeeees.

im damn mad.
after that, i found out SOME IDIOT GO USE MY ASIASOFT WHICHEVER ACC IN AUDITION OR MAPLE TO USE HACK OR WHATEVER.
FUCK YOU OKAY.
WHAT DID I EVEN DO TO YOUR ACC?!
NOW MY ACC'S BANNED.
YOU BETTER BECAREFUL.

KARMA, BABY.
KARMA.

But after dinner, i was mad happy that OCT 23RD GOT KPOP NIGHT,
AND BIGBANG'S COMING FOR IT.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, OMG, MAJOR FANGIRLING TIME! :DDDD
HOPE I'LL GET THE TICKETS FOR THAT CONCERT.
WHEEEEE!

Cause idk when they'll be coming again! ):
I CERTAINLY HOPE THEY'LL COME HAVE AN INDIVIDUAL CONCERT!

Snsd, Ft island, infinite are coming also! :D

THE LAST GROUP AINT REVEALED YET.
OMGOMGOMG.
I hope it'll be 2pm also!
NICHKHUN! OMG, LOVE.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay, too much fangirling & i shouldnt get my hopes too high cause i might not even get a ticket.
Even i can get, it wouldnt be a good one i suppose.
BUT i hope it'll be a good seat.
Not with everyone squeezing and such, & we'll be able to see them properly!

VIP seats are 298$ sia.
Yet normal ones are 98$ only ):

Omg, contradicting ):
I WANT TO GO.
T.T
MY FAV. GROUP IS COMINNGGGGGG.

Anyway, ironic day.
& i better be going off soon.

PICNIC TML!
HAHAHAHA.

BYEBYE!

;YAY! :D

2010-08-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

slept like a pig,
the end.

LOL.
I wanna go make lemonades alr.
wheeeeeeeeee.

BYEBYE.

;theres always something more.

2010-08-23T23:44:00.003+08:00

Well, i had fun today :D

Sudden decision to eat breakfast with jiajie&presley since i was suffering from insomnia.
So i didnt sleep th entire night.
Camped for 8.30am for breakfast cause i was really hungry.
In th end, jiajie fell asleep x.x

Presley& me spammed called him until we got kinda annoyed by the " we can be friends " song.
LOL.
Daniel joined us afterall.
Breakfast from mac changed to ikea.
HAHAHAH.
i had fun.

Relaxed and chitchated in th car with them.
Funny much.

School, library.
Watched them study.
Went mad laughing at the song again cause we were kinda too annoyed with it.
HAHAHAH.
IMAGINE SPAMMING SOMEONE WITH THAT RINGTONE FOR over idk.
30times?
HAHAHA.

Designed for our shirt, blahblahblah.
This part is way too long to be said.
But it made us laughed like mad.

Went to eat, then to geraint's house.
I slept on the sofa once i sat on it.
omg.
I must be too tired.

Grocery shopping, dinner.
Rach's house, chitchat.
Home i go.

Ahhhhh, one day of not sleeping much.
Must be draining my energy.
hahaahahaha.

I CANT WAIT FOR THURSDAY!
HOPE IT DOESNT RAIN.

Alright, i better get going.
BYEBYE!
Need the bed desperately. It's alr 2.17am!
& with last night that i didnt sleep, its worse.

;a day to treasure, a day to remember. treasure yours well.

2010-08-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

Happy day ytd!
Had mac breakfast & stoned with jaz, geraint& daniel till afternoon ._.
Those rotting hours are.. omg.
HAHAHAHAH.

Bought tickets for stepup3! Really awesome.
Card games, toys r us, manpuku, coffeeshop!
LOL.
Listened to them chat about some stuff.

Coffeeshop was stupid.
I wanted to drink water & we have no place to go.
So sat there when i was drinking water.
They ordered beer.
LOL.
Went home after chitchating uh.

Gonna go grocery shopping tml!
(:

BYEBYE.

Im craving for mac breakfast again O.O
HUNGRY, OMG.

;So i thank you, thankyou thankyou.

2010-08-20T21:22:00.002+08:00

Every once in awhile, i'll say my thankyous & stuff i wanna say to the people around me, for being here when i need you all the most right? (:
It'll be a long post.
A terribly long wordy post.
Esp now i know more people who stood by me.
Heehee.

Idk where to start, nor what much to say.
Prolly i'll put in pictures, so wait for it while im typing & saving it in drafts first!

Ahhhh, & sorry to joanne for being unable to go for the celebration at rsw, festive hotel! ):
I'll make up to you okay?
Haahahahh.

My eyes are hurting terribly now.
Shall go rest awhile.

Meeting LT18 tml!
Okay, not all of them..
but, still! :D

BYEBYE!
Ohya, i forgot my chalet post also.
I better remember to post it up!
HAHAHAHAH.

;contented.

2010-08-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

yawnnnns.
Idk what to do now, oh wells!

Went out to meet cris.
Ate, bought stuff, chitchat.
Thanks for everything! :D

Now im tired again.
Tsktsk.

;what about now?

2010-08-18T17:16:00.002+08:00

Spent entire day at home today to rest after this entire week of back to back chalet.
I'll blog up the chalet days when im freeeeeeeee.

I enjoyed both chalets like, omg.
Its awesome, i know that you know.
heehee.

& yeah, i guess they'll be holding more chalets!
hahahahaha.
Omg, mad love.

Im fortunate, im lucky.
& imma gonna go try for my license when my birthday's over.

The time of my life.
The year of my life.
life have never been any more awesome than it is now.
Esp when im 18 this year!
Im contented with all my friends&family around me now.
Dont let anything change please!

;that moment when you let go.

2010-08-15T18:04:00.001+08:00

IM FINALLY ABLE TO BLOG!
HAHAHAHAH.

i'll blog when im home and free from another chalet.

SCARFO CHALET IS AWESOME!
Now gonna go secschfriend's chalet.
Tho i cant stay for all, i still had fun.

CHALETS BACK TO BACK!

SEEYOU WHEN IM FREE ON WED! HEE HEE.

;why.

2010-08-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

Last day of funeral.
Sent him off in the rain.
Th guys walked through the rain, while we girls used an umbrella.
I suppose the guys cant use an umbrella while sending someone off.
No idea, thats what im guessing.
Rain stopped after we reach the place.
Idk what is it called.
Sighhhs.
God bless you, uncle.
& bless us all.
-----------------------------------------

& This sucks.
a lot alot.
Screw curfews and restrictions.
When im 21, i dont even know if i am still here.
3years down the road, where would i be?

Would we even live pass the supposed end of the world year?
Till then, im still only 20.
& i die with regrets.

;need to look on the bright side of life.

2010-08-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

Gonna head to bed soon.
All this crying and kicking from my niece sometimes at night isnt helping.
& im stuck at home.
Plus i have to wake early tml.

byebyeeee.

2010-08-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

it still pains me.
That i didnt know about my uncle's death when i was at barrage.
Though i still would have felt better if my mother called me home to accompany her.

Im not exactly close to him, but he is still my uncle.
An uncle whom i grew up looking at when my mother's playing mj.
It saddens me to find life so fragile.
He was only in the hospital ytd and today, he's gone.
Gone,
away from my life.
In a flash.

Im gonna stay home tml and accompany my mother.
& i regretted not going to the hospital to see him ytd.
I was hoping that, i dont need to go hospital to see him.
I will, will, see him back at his house nextweek or something.
Who knew..
Who knew.. He couldnt make it pass that hurdle.

RIP.
You are in a new&better place now.
Being taken care of.
Away from the pain, away from the hurt.
God bless you, and be happy.

--------------------------------

Before i knew anything,
I was at barrage happily, and walking around my own.
Going back to the places we went before.
Reliving the past.
To try put the unhappy things down, and only remember the happy ones.

Yup, i tried.
Thankyou for all these wonderful memories.
& i'll see you soon.
In school.

--------------------------------

Pictures up at facebook.
Go view them.

I dont have to go through all this, but i know i have to overcome them still.
Ironic.
Still.

Imma gonna go now.
byebye.

;Dont.

2010-08-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

picnic tml! :D
Hope it doesnt rain & its a wonderful weather.
It'll just better be cloudy and windy! :D
Heeeee.

Cooking food & freaking out at rach's house was horrible.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
THANKS MAN.
I got my healthy does of shock of the day.

Gah, that sucked.

;folded clouds.

2010-08-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

HEEEEEYYYY.

Like what.

Took rach for a "tour" around changi airport when accompanying her go take photos.
Apparently, she dontknow how to walk around there.
OMG. ._______________.

Random stuffs.
Hah.
Cant wait for next week.
& next week would mean free block ending,
and it would mean change of classes soon.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ):
WHY MY GOOD YEAR1 COMING TO AN END SO SOON.
LOL.
Except for that terrible week, 2weeks ago.
Ohwells.

Im trying to.
Go.
:D

Kay uh kay uh.
BYEBYE.

;pictures of memories.

2010-08-04T21:58:00.002+08:00

Just sitting in front of the comp always make me sooooo tired.
Anw, next week would be full of activities!
Hopefully it'll all be awesome.
:D

& i havent fix my phone, everything gone.
Sighs.
I would have to get everyone's birthday again ~
God please just let me be able to use & transfer all my data over to my memorycard ):
Pleaseeeee!

)):
Byebye.

;you know nothing.

2010-08-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

Today's stupid.
But i enjoyed it.
This four people is as crazy.
& the movie's not worth it.

I came out of the cinema acting all silly again.
& talked about chalet in mac.

They didnt change, and im glad about it.
Meet up more ~
Thankyou all for making me smile again.
I'll try make more time for you all okay! :D

Now i cant wait for chalet.
Hope it'll be awesome, okay?
It will be.

BYEBYE.

;i got to let go, soon. let me hang on, just alil more. alil..

2010-08-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

Renovations.
woke at 7am.
School!

Seoulgarden.
Ate too much.
Stomach aches.
Weak.

enough said.
HAHAHAH.

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
NEEDA REST.

It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me.
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because,
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us.
After we meet will be painful and sad.

If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really don’t know
Because im like a fool.
even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy
i bury my love deeply within my heart.

We loved each other.
Now we are breaking up.
Although we are under the same sky in a different place,
I plead that you please not forget me.

When the cold wind grazes my fingertips,
the sound of your laughter can be heard.
The reflection of my face in your two eyes
is missed. I’m lonely, I cry and cry again
The words I couldn’t utter because my lips were frozen solid.
The words I couldn’t utter because my tears would cover my mouth.

By chance, do you know
the person who would turn around with their heart clenched
and let you go?
That person is me.

Please love that person.
Although we are under the same sky in a different place,
please come back someday.

-mixed song lyrics.

; i'll try to move on like you are trying to(:

2010-08-01T23:33:00.002+08:00

Ytd night was awesome.
Helped out at Bsc's bravewalk.
& nice catchup with randy and jiajie.

& first time im able to mix alil better with dsc people.
Omg, happy.
HAHAHAH.

Anw, went grandpa's house just now.
Sighhhhhs.

Whatever.
Im gonna go school tml and rot.

BYEBYE.

& my twitter's still down.
Im pissed.
BYE.

;what now?

2010-07-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

Yawns.
Have to wake early tml still.

Went school today.
Nothing much though.

Ate some snacks and went home.
Aint in good mood.

Still, thankyou all for trying to cheer me up.
I hate being upset.
Anw, going school tml again.

Gonna go trim hair. Tsktsk.
Then go school at night.
BYEBYE.

;thankyou for the beautiful memories.

2010-07-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

Went sch to help the booth and pull people to vote!
Heeheeee.
Thanks so much to the people who helped!

Ya.. So sat outside LT21.
Jaz and the others helped me call people and asked them to vote.
Hee.
THANKS! :D

Going school tml again.
& im sleepy.
NIGHT PEOPLE.

and i feel like eating some stuff.
Gah.
Late night cravings.

;why?

2010-07-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

Inception!
Was bloody awesome.
LOL.
Peiyun and me was talking, while sitian& candy was talking to each other.
But we four jumped tgt at the sound effect.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Finally caught a movie with LT18.

Morning went breakfast with rach&jiajie.
Tsk.
Full till idk what to say.

Went home, forgot to bring key.
Sat outside house and slept.
LOL.
Too tired what :x

Slept before going sch meet lt18.
dinner, movie!
Ate too much, till i dont feel like moving.

Alright, gonna sleep soon.
Sighs.
BYEBYE! (:

maziccccccccccc.
idk why they pronounced this way.
Hee.

;why cant i move on?

2010-07-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

(:
Stayed home entire day sleeping.
Though my back still hurts, sorethroat and headache are recovering!
Wheeeeeeeee.
Lucky i stayed home and rest.
Otherwise take idk how long, it still wont recover.
Tsktsk.

Movie with LT18 tml!
Hope they would go, since i never watch movie with them before.
Heeheee.
Alright.

Going off, BYEBYE!

Ohoh, and i wanna buy a polaroid camera.
Want and need to.
Theres some stuff i wanna do (:

;why, why do i miss watching movies with you?

2010-07-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

Yawns. I wanna sleep.
My throat hurts like idk what, guess the sorethroat is finally causing me to have a slight fever!
Inevitable.
Sorethroats, always gimme a fever. Even if its a slight one. HAHAHAH.
99%.
Oh, those 1% times are when im lucky enough.

Toasted bread for them today.
Late for idk how long.
HAHAHAHAHAH. As usual, yes.
Only half of the class went.
Ohwells, we had fun though.
Bought carton of coke, cant finish.
Played frisbee, dig for waterway, built sandcastle, take photo, take videos, played with sand, modelled, drank, share secrets.

No, i didnt drink.

DF8.5.
LOL.
Eh, the rest. Come for the outing next time too!

Argh, this terrible sorethroat.
Imma gonna go rest.

& i hate it when my red phone spoil.
First time my phone spoil sooooo fast!
T.T
Birthdays, contacts, infos.
All gone.
Omgg.

Alright, off i go.
BYEBYE.

;why do i still miss you? fml.

2010-07-25T23:22:00.003+08:00

Tired D:
Woke up ard 2+, rushed to meet rach get sticky.
Then rush home, rush out again.
Meet samuel, got my books & the soft toy.

LOL.
Thanks bryon!
Too bad you went back when im having camp, or i would send you to the airport.
Come back during your birthday! :D

Then meet with sitian&josh.
Rushed go meet johan.
Accompany him buy some stuff before going back meet tian&josh again.

Bought some food.
Back to my house.
Whew.
I feel like sleeping.

Sentosa tml!
Hope it doesnt rain.
& screw my sorethroat.
Sighhhs.

27th. I wanna donate my bone marrow since school got this donation drive.
Save me the time to find.
But.. should i? ):

I wanna donate blood too.
But.. Too skinny.
Idiotic. Just gonna go ask again.
Its okay!

Gonna go.
Im tired.
BYEBYE.

;feet hurts. but my heart(:. dont keep things/lie to me okay?

2010-07-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

Went out today!
Metup with apple.
Movie with jiajie.
Dinner with LT18 plus OBS!

LOL.
Thanks for sending me home uh you all ~
Seeyou all soon!

Th others ah, meet up with me soon also can?
Sighhhhs.
Go out more!

BYEBYE.

;imy.

2010-07-23T22:38:00.003+08:00

well, i suppose people see my facebook should know what happened.
& my private blog ftw <3.>

Thankyou people.
Thankyou.
For just calling me out to not let me stay at home.
& for just accompanying me.
Till late night, buying food that i like over to my house.
To chat. To make me laugh.
Treating me. Making sure i dont have time to think.
Eating, OBS.
Thankyou!

Sorry for cutting off communications ytd.
I didnt want to contact anyone.

better.
But still feeling fucking damn awful.
Sighs..
This sucks.
Having to put on a mask.
Im tired.

Im always the one.
What wrong did i do this time?
I really want to hide away again.
Can i?

Guess im gonna get depression!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
FAIL.

byebye.

;thankyou. for the last time. ily, and goodbye.

2010-07-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

Different thoughts..
Different feelings..
Or prolly cause im not pretty enough.
I seriously hate this hour of the night, when it always make me feel alone, upset and neglcted.
ohwells!

Dinner with secschfriends.
Did some catching up.
Well.. Im happy.
Guess the next time i'll see them is at the chalet!
Sighhs.

Byebye.

;is my heart too broken?

2010-07-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

SLEPT LIKE A PIG TILL 3+PM.
HAHAHAHAHHA.

Went out for a movie!
Again, despicable me.
Tsk.

Now.. back to my shows.
& MVs.
MVs ftw! :D

& gotta go back sch sometimes.

BYEBYE.

;TTL.

2010-07-18T23:32:00.006+08:00

So i hope joining dsc's subcomm is a good choice x.x
I really hope so. hahahahahah.

Yup. Had camp from friday till today.
Yawns.
Designers are really crazy people. No need sleep! :D
LOL.

Cant believe i survived this camp!

Well, this is afterall subcomm training camp.
Have fun, learn and enjoy!

So day1, not really enjoying uh.
Since idk people there, and my friends are in other empire.
Event planning for D-Day, station games, briefing.

Day2 was better :D
Woke up, had Tp mass dance, chicky dance, design mass dance.
Talks, station games and got kinda wet.
Back to LT!
Had this retarded but fun auction at night for tibits.
Damn funny.
Our group left 2bucks, other empire used 30 over bucks for some mystery prize.
LOL.
Turned out to be apples only.

Late night, recieved sad news.
Sighs.. So i guess we are the first few to know until the email got sent out.
Went back to bed.

Day3!
Kanna woken up by kosol and some maincomm ard 4am+.
From then on, played games all the way till 12+pm.
Briefing, presentation.
Tp mass dance, design dance, raindance, heybanja, cheers, and some i forgotten.
The last part which was this, is awesome tttm! :D

Wrote cards..
Breifing..
Jfat talked.
Video.

Even though i didnt talk much to the people since idk why i suddenly couldnt be mad.
At least i made few new friends and had my share of fun :D

Home, like finally ard 10+pm.

&thanks for the koii! :D
& i accidentally knocked my chin on the wall):

BYEBYE!
Yawning like mad.
Designers ftw!
Though they like to disturb people ._.

& i miss lt18, scarfo, secschfriends & my family ):
& i like camps when i have friends to accompany me in my empire ):
Its sucky to get seperated and alone.

;sleepsleep!

2010-07-16T13:34:00.003+08:00

Before i leave for camp :D
This mega sweet song i heard.
its alr in my playlist.
WGM FTW! :D
AHHHHHHH.

IM SO GONNA TRY BUNGEE JUMPING LIKE THEM SOMEDAY.
HAHAHAHAH!
All the couples in wgm are sooo sweet~
Ftw ftw <3.>

& this song which i found and put in my playlist.

Heehee :D
I found alot more also.
Kay uh, gotta leave for camp.

Takecare! :D

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEE.

;time to love.

2010-07-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

DSC camp tml! D:
Still dk can go or not since i havent tell mama.
LOL.
Anw, hope it'll be fun.

Gave the cake to uriah instead ._.
Sighs.
Kaykay, gotta rush my assignment.
Omg, so much mistakes.
Tsk.
So much for creative storytelling.
HAHAHAHAH.
I miss this class.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
& i added songs, removed songs from the blog play list ._.
&& i needa cut my fringe.
)): So long alr.

;nightwalk? no please.

2010-07-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

Guess i left my brain in the drain when i fell ytd.
Im sorry for being brainless.

went out today to watch despicable me 3D again.
Got such a headache since i didnt eat since morning.

Baked last night till 3am.
Some oreo dessert.
Woke up ard 9 and started baking again.
Didnt eat since i got too busy and forgot.

Washed up and packed, left the cake and dessert at home since i know cannot bring in.
Took me quite some time and got me late again.
Im sorry..

I just wanted to do something for you all.
And for you.
Guess i really should stop.
Stop baking.

Kept nearly cutting my hand, fingers feeling sore.
It hurts.
Inside.
When i think of it now.
If no one settles the cake or dessert, guess im gonna throw it away.

Im sorry.
Im sorry for everything.
Im sorry for being like this.
Im sorry.
Im sorry..

I promised myself to be happy.
Why am i like this now?

&thankyou for that soft toy :D

Byebye.

;i think i left something else in the drain too.
;when everything begins to fall apart.

2010-07-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

Accidentally tripped and skinned myself ):
Ya, blood.
Not much though, and the blood clot alr.
Gonna wash it off later.
Hope there wont be a scar ):

Nothing much today!
Heeee.
Went tm and bought some stuff.
Guess going movie tml again, and im broke.
Sighs.

Gonna go off ._.
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE.

Yawns.

;happy 2nd month <3.

2010-07-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

:D one of the best days last night at my house.
Tian, uriah and josh came staying over!
LOL.

watched world cup, excited when the goal went in.
LOL. Continued with our work till 8am and went sch straight.
Tsktsk.
Didnt sleep, but we had fun laughing i guess.
Hah!

Last school lesson of creative storytelling ):
So sad.
Idw this module to end at all.
Its so fun to just go sch watch show!

Sighhhs.
Good times dont last.
People still have to move on ~

Went blic after class.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Ate and went home.
Hee :D

Woke up around 9+.
So happy uh.
LOL.

Kay la, i guess im gonna fall asleep again.
BYEBYE!

; maybe things changed?

2010-07-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

Well im home.
And im better since i woke up this morning :D
Had the weirdest dream ever, but it was funny.
Laughing it off at blic just now with the others.

& hot, thanks man! :D Been sometime since i met you. Meet up soon okay! Msn me! i'll tell you th song. heee.

Yeah, laughlaughlaugh.
Ate and saw sabrina walking in.
My aunt uh.
Surprised to see there though.
Heeee.

Went for movie last night.
Despicable me 3D! :D
Yup, went for it despite being sick.
I dont need to talk, so its fine.
Except that i kept sneezing non stop in the cinema.
Argh. Shouldnt go.
If my voice was okay, i would have went with fharon& th others to k.
Hee!

Anyways, gotta complete my assignment asap.
So much left to do!
ohgosh.

Kay uh, gonna go off.
&, eng lyrics for as a man, the 2nd mv i put up at the previous two post.
Nice though :x
Deleted the repeated chorus ._.

A new start is always frightening
But at least this time I truly believe it’s love
Trying to be more happy than my painful separation
You and we should promise eternity and swear on it

But frequent interest may give minor pressures
Might get annoyed of the long calls I don’t want to end
You might call the expanding love, obsession
As time goes by I’m getting smaller

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man

You’re next to me but why does my heart feel empty
Why is it that your words “I love you” don’t sound the same as before
the long waits are getting harder and harder
I think of giving up hundreds of times

I feel uneasy and can’t sleep until you fall asleep
I go crazy when I can’t contact you throughout the night
I’m not a woman who expects many things
But I collapse from one of your inattentive words

I still feel like when we first met
I flutter in front of your smile
But even these small expressions are nowhere to be found between us
But since you’re a man, since you’re my man I still love you

BYEBYE! :D

;did you know how i feel?

2010-07-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

Sick.
Sick.
Sick.

Still, been so long since i saw sam, bryon& zh.
LOL.

Kept sneezing and sneezing):
Gonna rush my work..

Byebyeeeeeeee.

;flu, flu, go away.

2010-07-08T23:14:00.006+08:00

Nearly late for lesson today, LOL.
Took our time to eat ._.
Lucky didnt late.
whew!

Went home after dsc interview.
Dont think i will get in ):
Sighs.

Ate and went home cause of my headache.
Didnt feel well since morning alr.
Reached home, slept till 9+pm due to the headache.
Thought i would recover by that time.

Turned out it got worse ):
Sorethroat, headache, sinus.
Couldnt even talk well now.
Hope it'll recover by tml! ):

Ate up a new box of Lakerol. Entire box.
Thought it would make it feel better.
Didnt work well ):
Made my mouth feel cooling only.
At home no honey nor icecream.

Guess im gonna go out tml and get some before this gets worse.
I dont want another fever coming up! ):
&, I MISSED THE OUTING AGAIN LA.
WALAU EH.
I really need to slap myself.
WHY WHY WHY!
T.T sorry ):

Anw, joey's sister bought candy for me O.O
HEEEE.
So sweet.
Thanks! :D

One song by IU and seulong.
& one by gummy.
Hahahahah.
And im off!
This 2 songs is gonna be in my playlist mannnnnnnnnn.
Or im gonna keep adding songs into this playlist. ._.
& i tried making the video as small as possible alr.
Bleah.
Idc if it blocks other stuffs.

Pause the music at th side to listennnnnnnnn.

IU's cute right.
HAHAHAHA.
I like the lyrics to both th mv :D

Sweet right.
Heee.

Off i go to rest ):
Ze:a's teaser's out O.O
LOL.

BYEBYE.

;thankyou.

2010-07-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHA.
GONNA STAY UP WATCH SOCCER LATER.
Lets bet and see who win! :D

Went sch for lesson at LT today.
I love LT lessons.
Always watch movie one.
HAHAHAHAHAH.

Sit at design canteen rot and wait time pass after that.
Since we're waiting for yinhui & 8+pm.
Off to uriah's studio and slept.
Super tired.
& my shoulder hurts.
Guess i didnt sleep properly ):

Lots of thoughts that time..
Even when they are watching comedy, i didnt even laugh!
As rick puts it, "EMO TTM"
LOL.

Still.
Slept.
8+ came.
Walked from tp to tm!
blisters ):
Ate at cafe cartel.
Heeee. Had fun.

And walk home.
With my thigh going to cramp.
Ouch.

I LOVE MY BLOCK NOWWWWWWWWWW.
I wont complain i have nothing to do.
I wont.
Cause time passes fast.
And always not enough!!!

Blocks with 2 modules are coming.
Gonna enjoy time as it is now.
WHEEEEEEE! :D

Alright uh.
Gonna go.

BYEEEEEEEE!

;keep your promise. please ):

2010-07-06T23:22:00.003+08:00

Wheeeeeee.
Design's agm is not bad! :D
&, yinxue's voice is awesome.
Seriously.
Design's pride. HAHAHHAHA.
WHO SAY DESIGN HAS NO TALENT?

TDS is full of talents, for goodness.
And pretty girls & handsome guys.
Who say there isnt?
Must walk in to the studios to see okay!

Cause all stay in studio do work, plus studio got aircon.
Who wanna leave that comfy place?! :X
Heeeeee. They just go down buy food and go back up, eat outside only.
And back to work.
Awesome right!
LOL.

Okay, enough of that.
Heh.

Bryon's back in sg ytd, and i didnt know!
TSK.
I thought he was still there and coming back next week.
AHAHAHAH.

&, sch tml ):
Sighs.

Okay uh,
gonna go offfffffffff!
:D

Joey, goodluck&jiayous on your A3 art! :D
WHEEE.
Now you know how i feel.
HAHAHAHH.
Jiayous ~

BYEBYE!
Im tired.

;awesomeness.

2010-07-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

Gonna go watch sky of love & 1 litre of tears again :D
Cry my eyes out.
Sighs.
& yifang recommended me more to watch! LOL :D

Back from the hokkido fair at mall also.
Bought food back.
Yumyum!

ohwells..
Putting links on fb of stop motion videos.
Awesome stuff.
Asking gail now for the 1st video we watched.. cause it's reallyreally good.

Okay uh.
Gonna go off.
I got more things to blog but..
Heckcare! :D

BYEBYE.

;would you spend more time with me?

2010-07-04T20:53:00.004+08:00

Reached home late last night.
Stayed at apple's house and.. blogshopping.
Didnt buy any! :D
Proud of myself.

Anyways.
I could have swear i would have killed myself last night if i could after getting pulled into the shops for shopping.. by apple.
):

So im not gonna say more.
arghs.
Though i didnt buy much, i alr had no money.
And i still owe my mum money okay.
Ohgosh!

Ya, went apple's house help her paste her wall sticker.
Went home alr 11+ after that.

Wheeeeee.
Today woke up late.
Last min got pulled out and went cosfest awhile.
Reached home too late, they alr went for dinner ):

So cousin purposely drove and fetch me over.
Omg, so touched.
Heeeeeee.
Thanks! :D

Still love my family.
Wheee.
& tonight's dinner!
Ate so much.

Reached home again..
Now i have to do last minute work ):
Sighs.

BYEBYE!

------------------------------
From apple's blog. after everything.

love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous.
love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish.
love does not take offence and is not resentful.
love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights with the truth.
love is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and endures whatever that comes.

BYE!

;out of place.

2010-07-02T23:24:00.002+08:00

Rainy day.
Love it.

Actually theres nothing much.
Just alil headache.. Eyes burning.

& darn the rest.

bye.

;screw this.

2010-07-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

Happy that youngbae's full album is out last night!
HEEEEE.
& now the mv's out.
Awesomeeee.

Last min decided to go movie with them.
Yup, so we did.
Went home after that, since we had nothing to do.

Headache's getting more worse.
Sinus too.
Im dreading this!

Its enough when you are happy :D
& JOEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYY,
YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO DOTTTTAAAAAAAA!
There, your name nice and big.
HAPPY NOW?! LOL.

BYEBYE!

;Sometimes, the truth makes everything else seem like a lie. -Valentine's Day

2010-06-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

Exhausted.
But happy.

Finally i met up with my scarfo friends! :D
Okay, a few :x
Happy still!
Stayed till 10+ in school to talk&listen to them.
Awesome.
& scarfo chalet coming up from 13 - 15/16.
Secsch friend's one from 16 - 18/19.
Gosh.

SIDE BY SIDE!
LOL.

Hope i can stay.
Hope ):
Sighs.

Okayokay, gonna go.
Im tired.
Gonna do OLIVE tml.

byebye!

Gonna go hunt four leaves clover some day with uriah!
Faith.
Must have faith.
I will get through this.

;cuts.

2010-06-29T22:36:00.007+08:00

Rain so heavily this morning!
School was not bad.
Character design.
Batman begins in LT25.
Awesome i tell you.
That's what we do while having creative storytelling! :D

Except it was awfully cold x.x
Blic,
talking about stuffs.
Ohwells!
Then home i go.

I'm still living life to the fullest.
That's the best thing about design school.
We don't sleep much and see things in a diff way.
Stay in school till late night.
Enjoying ourselves while doing our work.
That's having fun even though we are all stressed trying to finish our work.

But we love our studios.
All air con, big, and when you step out,
Theres vending machines, drinks, hot water, cup noodles, tibits, canteen downstairs for you.
HAHAHAHHAHAH.
Yeah, awesome.
That's why we hardly leave our studios.
And somehow i love it inside, wont get sick of it o.o

Stressed as we are trying to complete our work because of the diff modules & deadlines to meet.
Still good.
Except for the deadlines.
I beginning to get used to this.
& trying to juggle things better now (:

Thank god.

& Bryon's back in 2weeks, his package still haven't reach me.
I think it got lost.

& im seeing scarfo tml!
Wheeeeeee.
Some of the people though, i miss them.

& last thing,
girls are never meant to be toys for guys to play with.
And vice versa.
We aint born to let people play with.
At least, have alil bit of respect.

Okay, time to end my crap.
I think i have to top up my card soon!
No money alr.
Tsktsk.

BYEBYE.

-credits to this person. idk who.

Yah.. i totally agree with this.
Please learn to be contented with what you have now.
Cause i am, and im more blessed&lucky than other people.
There are people who are even worse than you.
If you never learn how to appreciate stuff, you will never learn to treasure things and be contented.
Then it will be like, you never enjoyed life before.

; you lost it.

2010-06-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

hhhhhheeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyys!

Spent a nice time with family ytd. It was nice (:
Went for icecream ard 9+ x.x
Tsktsk.
At least, i wasnt feeling as upset anymore.

On sat night, had a terrible nightmare.
So terrible that i woke up trembling & shaking so hard that i couldnt control myself at all.
Too afraid to get back to sleep, sat down and try stop myself.
Took quite some time before i manage to calm down.
Sighs.
What a terrible night.
& i wanted to msg you.
I didnt though. You need a break like you said.

Todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
completed OLIVE,
Cityhall,
Meet apple for carls jr!
Tian, apple and uriah came my house after that.
Yeah.. nothing to do.

Except watching my niece go darn hyper.
hhahahahah!
Ohweellllls.
I certainly hoped that my house got somethings let you all play x.x
Tsktsk.

Okay, school tml.
Hope it'll be good.

& yeah, im planning on buying a keyboard.
If i have th money.
But.. Not now.
No money at all ):
Sighs.

BYE!
Im hungry.

;wait for you.

2010-06-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

I really hope things would be better.
I cant stand this.
Please.
Now i do, really feel like crying.

I tried.
I made th first move and said sorry.
I cant do anything if you cant be bothered.
Sighs.

I'll hope tml would be a better day.
I really hope so.
Let miracles happen, when i believe.

;why?

2010-06-24T22:37:00.008+08:00

Hah, i really should stop whinning here.
AND I HATE THIS HOUR OF THE NIGHT.
ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL SO EMO FOR NOTHING =.=
OHGOSH.

Thus, you can ignore everything above.
I'll be fine by morning, as usual.

Kaykay, my neck still hurt ~
& it sucks.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I THINK I NEED TO SLEEP IT OFF.
BYEBYE!

How did we get here?

;i may not be th best or th one good for you, but i'll try my best.

2010-06-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

My 901th post! :D
Ohwells.

Neck is hurting terribly now.
It's been hurting since few days ago ):
Ouch.

& hot, i didnt change number.
O.O

Went school even though there isnt any class today.
Completed my OLIVE in library by anyhow doing it, and slept.
Woke up and head for ikea to meet josh&tian.
HAAHAHHA.

Homehome i go.
Im so tired.
& i got to wake early tml.
Pay respects to grandma.
Both grandma's death anniversary's tml..
But only can afford time to go to th nearest one.
Since i have to do OLIVE at 12 ):
Sighs..

Kaykays, going off.
BYEBYE! :D

Cant help but whine.
MY NECK HURTS ALOTTTTTTTTTTT!

;dont ignore me.

2010-06-22T21:38:00.006+08:00

Creative storytelling is awesome..
For now.
Since today's just day1.
Tml's alr Elearning!

Okay, wahidah's good to us :x
Thank god for only one module this block, and only 3weeks!
WHEEEE.

A load off.. for now.
Since we had 2 modules each for th last two blocks.

I need to handle time better!
Okay, for now, i did.
A balance for almost everything..
almost.

Maybe gonna go watch some GLs step up to be maincomms tml!
How awesome?!
So happy for them.
HAHAHAH.

Gotta start loving design's life!
Draw, design, be crazy with your ideas.
---------------------------

Dont judge me when you dont know me.
After so long, that issue is still on your mind?
I alr gave you my blessings, like long ago.
I accepted it and i let go.
I let go since the day you all told me to get out of your lifes.
Dont come back and haunt me.
Dont come back and haunt me with that past.
My life is awesome now.
Its over.
--------------------------

Ya, first time im putting photos in ages!
& when i look through th marina barrage photos just now, i miss eating and playing with them that time!
& th times with scarfo, family and secsch friends!

Plus, this guy on top just threw me in school and went home sleep.
He went home to draw and sleep.
Just throw me in school after his lesson when he say wait for us finish lesson.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
TAKE THIS.
Come bully me again la :x

& i just realised th macbook in th background,
th wall paper is almost matching with th buildings.
HAHAHHA.

Okay, this sucks.
& uriah is a good topic changerer.
HAHAHAH.
CHANGERER.
WTH.

KAY LA,
I ADMIT.
IM BORED.

Look, im going school for nothing tml and accompany you ah.
& prolly going iitsc adm ard 6+.
SO YOU BETTER DONT RUN OFF AGAIN.
Better i kill you.
i kill you.

HAHAH.

kay,
-suddenly popping off after so much randomness-
BYE!

;neck's breaking.

2010-06-21T19:56:00.003+08:00

I need to eat.
Suffering from gastric.
But hell care.
No money sucks.
Argh to money issues.

Gonna go, school starts tml and im tired.
Sighs.
Gonna eat maggie too.

Lets hope tml's a better day!
Byebyee! :D

;pixar ftw.

2010-06-20T15:22:00.004+08:00

To all the father in the world,
Happy father's day! :D

Esp my father, iloveyouuuuuuuuuu!
Your th best!

Kaykay, it's 3.30 and i just woke up.
I just woke up, im still tired, and imissyou.
Gonna shower and go grandpapa's house soon.
Sooo..
SEEYOU!
& school starts tml, omg.

& my cousin's back from dubai after 1 1/2 years or 2,
and i saw snowfox today!
HAHAHAHAHAH.

BYEBYE.

;always.

2010-06-19T21:31:00.003+08:00

Prawning entire day!
Yup.

Nearly fell asleep,
and ben accidentally drop th net into th pond.
4 prawns ran away ):
OHWELLS.

Except that they keep disturb him, it's mad funny. HAHAHAHAH.

HOMEEE.

& im busy now.
BYEBYE! :D

;loveyou.

2010-06-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

._.
I got nothing to say today.
Too much thoughts running through my head now.

Choosed our CDS today.
Limited to few chioces and 5 selection.
So.. anyhow and submitted.

Didnt went back sleep.
Prepared and went out of th house.
Sorry hun! Made you wait again .______.

Joey caught a small lobster again.
Yet again, only he caught it D:
Set it back free again after that x.x
Took alot of patience.

Tm,
Dinner.
Josh's house awhile.
Home i go! :D

Take care of your headache, if your reading this.
Go sleeeeeeep!

Okayokay.
Back to boring games.
BYEBYE! :D

Gonna go out tml..
With no money.
Kill me please.
Kill me.
):

So when mama found out i withdrawed some of th money, she got furious..
Gonna put back soon D:

;everyone has their own darkest secret. do you?

2010-06-17T21:23:00.004+08:00

im homeee!
& i missed LT18 outing again.
Screw th feeling of having no money at all.
Not even 2bucks.
Sighs.
My nose hurts.

So in the end, went out with joey& th rest.
Went joey's house.
Wii.
Dinner!
Ya.. I didnt spend any money. Cause i have none.
So joey had to help me pay ):

So halfway, discovered th small lobster joey caught on monday is gone.
It jumped out of th tank x.x
Searched for it quite some time.. Cant find it.
Gah!
But it was damn funny to discover it's gone! HAHAHAHHA.
Plus, joey tricked me he found me. And threw something to me.
To discover it's a fake lizard when i screamed D:

so yaaaaaa.
Sighs. Nothing much today at all.

Just that going home, josh, tian and joey keep disturb me with cockroaches. Cause that place has alot, whenever i walk past, i would keep a lookout for it x.x
Ya, i screamed.
LOL.

& they told ghost stories.
Then joey suddenly grab me, i screamed again.
Walau.

NEVERMIND, LOL.
TML FISH SPA, I SEE WHO SQUEAL!
HAHAHAHHA.
JOSH AND JOEY DIEEEEEEEEEEE.

entire day disturb me only.
HAHAHAHA.

Guess i planned my days well this 1week holiday.
I went home early for th entire week except monday! :D
Ya.. Cause mama scold.
Hah!

So monday was fishing.
Tues out with secsch friends.
Wed rest.
Thurs for scarfo, but no money to go at all today):
Friday& sat for okaye,
sunday for family!
& i have a feeling there would be a change of plans.

And monday.. school reopen.
Sighs.

okay uh, gonna go off!
Im tired.

BYEBYE!
:D

;living everyday to th fullest.

2010-06-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

im so proud of myself.
IM AT HOME TH ENTIRE DAY, FOR ONCE IN 9WEEKS!
HAHAHAHAHA, OMG.

Anw, super rainy. I like it.
Nice weather to sleep.
Like sleep in late.
& so i did :D

Did nothing much.
Got l4d2 in my comp now.
The graphics is AWESOME.
And too awesome.
It scared th hell out of me.

Gonna go.
I re-dled maple.
LOL.

Heading out tml.
Im broke.
Sighs.

BYEBYE!

;hi, love.

Mildred: YESYES! JIAYOUS! :D
Hot: YEEESSS! LIKE, NOW. NOWWW!

2010-06-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

I HAVE TONS TO BLOG. AHAHAHHA.
And im lazy.

So ytd,
Ohoh, i love morning grocery shopping alone.
So i went 800+, and head to tm when i couldnt find what i need.
Baked 3times.

Sorry LT18, okaye and others.
Baked 3times, ate 2times.
x.x
It tastes nice, but look awful. Soooo.. I just ate it up in frustration :x

Went to punggol late afternoon.
Fishing.
Joey's house.

Worldcup, guitars, Wii, candles.
:D
stayed till late before going home with th others.

TODAAAYYYYY.

Woke up late.
Meet secsch friends late.

Enjoyed the time with them since it's been sometime ever since we last met :D
So i had fun.
Thankyou! :D

So tml, my turn to rot at home.
YAY.

Kays, byebye.
Today's a short one.
I wanna do that fb thingy.
SO FUN.

& i feel like letting th happy news out.
BUT, I WONT.
I WONT.
Im good at keeping secrets.
Heh :D

BYE.

;SO HAPPY.

2010-06-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

IM HOME IM HOME FROM SQUEEZING IN THE PACKED IT FAIR D:

Was extreme late when meeting th usuals.
LOL.
Supposed to meet them ard 1+, i dragged till 3+ then meet up with them x.x

Dinner& lunch,
Karate kid after that.
518 home :D

My day just flew pass like this x.x
Gosh, time is flying so fast.

& in a month's time, brayon will be back in singapore for a week.
Aw, so short.
HAHAHAHAH.
11:11, i wished for th package to reach me soon/now.

Okay, my week is fully packed.
Though idk whats happening everyday, but i know it alr have something on that day x.x
Argh.
So people, if you asked me out on that day, remind me again okay?!
Before i forget and put some other things inside again.
Gah.

I enjoyed today.
& ben, josh, please take care.
You two are sick alr x.x

Gonna go, BYEEEEE.

;happy 1month, hun!

2010-06-12T23:54:00.004+08:00

if you ever know how i felt.
i wouldnt feel this way.

-
Mild: yup. i didnt sleep, at all. Was damn tired and hungry that i feel like puking during comdi. I just stayed up all th way, and rushed to school. And i produced fail work & presentation. sighs.

woke up extremely late today.
4pm?
Rushed to meet apple.
Walked ard, bought our stuffs.

Ate, play.
Went to her house relax and went home late.

Ohwells.
thats basically my day gone.

Bought a new mic.
Wheee.
Can skype and oovoo again.

&, cant wait for july.
Bryon's coming back! :D
Awwwww. how long has it been since he went there?
1year+ 2years alr, i suppose.

And im damn worried about th package he said he sent me.
Omg.
I havent recieve anything yet.
Hope it reaches me soon, and he didnt send wrong person x.x
Gosh.

& i miss talking to hot and bryon.
tsk.

Kaykay, screw this feeling.
And off to watch my shows.

Thankyou, josh.
& your friend.
You both helped alot.
Seriously.

BYEBYE.

;thankgod. im one lucky child.

2010-06-11T21:03:00.004+08:00

Hot: OMG HELLO! no, not really. since my drawing sucks & from what you read from my blog, you know. HAHAHAHA. awwww, miss talking to you!

-----------------------------------------------------
9.05pm. finally home.

Heyheys! Didnt blog ytd since i reached home at 12+, from doing comdi at josh house with th others. sighs.
Bought latte to keep myself awake, but only drink one can since i got a stomachache after that.
Mama actually thought i might learn smoking like i learn how to drink coffee.
Tsk. have alil more trust in me, mama. im not young anymore.

For goodness, we hate th smell of th smoke also x.x
&, th coffee, i didnt even finish cause i seriously dontlike the taste at all. HAHAHAHAH.
Thats why i hardly drink coffee.

Worked on my A2 art and comdi all the way till 7am.
Showered and rushed to school.
Yup, i didnt sleep at all.
Not even a powernap.
Worked with an empty stomach since what, 8 - 9pm till today afternoon.

Papa was soo shocked when he woke up and see me still drawing, and going school.

Soooo, today.

Comdi presentation.
Better than what i expected, since i always have presentation fright.

Rushed to finish up A2 art and printing.
Felt terribly faint halfway that i have no energy at all, guess it's due to hunger and fatigue.
YET, i still produced shitty work. sighs. i tried. feel so sorry for my body, pushing it to work so hard in hunger since 8pm last night.

Thus sitian and th others pulled me down to get something to eat.
Couldnt eat much still.

Completed art, pin up.
END OF MODULE.
HURRRRAAAAYYYYYY!

LIKE FINALLY.
Play awhile.
I went to sleep since i really cannot take it, my eyes are hurting badly ever since last night.

So th most embarrassing thing happened to th others while im sleeping :x
too bad i missed it laaa!
LOL.
So sad.

Prata, home after that.

I actually wanted to say those who are feeling bored and nothing to do ._.
Me here stressing and busy like hell, they have th time to complain bored):
-emos-
They seem so free everyday.. thinking of what to do..
I alr had to catch time!!
NO TIME.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAH.

Ohwells, at least i realised i've been living my day to th fullest ever since FOC! :D
No time to rest,
working,
playing while suffering,
eating.

Hahahahhhahahahah.
SHALL CARRY OUT MY PLANS WHICH HAVE BEEN HELD ON TO SINCE LAST 2WEEKS.

Baking with apple! :D
Cupcakes, rainbow cake, etc! :D
hahahahahahhahahahahahahah.
And alot more stuff to do,
like outings, etc!

Got to live th holidays to th fullest too, since it's only one week!
Kay, gonna catch a nap now.

BYEBYEEEEE.

;hiphiphurray for 1week!

2010-06-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

this is horrible.
my final assignment due on friday, and i havent touch any thing on my a2!
plus, my concept isnt really confirmed.
So..
DIE -.-

Comdi.
Screwed up presentation as always.
Cant do well for it one.
ARGH.

Went home early and slept.
Planned to wake up at 9, instead i woke up at 11.30.
GAH.

Im so deadddd.
Okay, sinus is killing me also.
X.X

GAH.
BYE!

;lets get this over & done with.

2010-06-08T21:46:00.004+08:00

Im exhausted.
I still have to survive for 2days more..
Just 2days more.. i'll be free for a week!
& screw th headache.

So we slept late last night.
I slept ard 4-5am, woke up at 6.30.

After a mini presentation by th groups for comdi, slept since lessons over.
Ate, went back studio for drawess.
Didnt really complete my drawess A3s and sketchbook.
Submitted it still.

So we have to rush our reflection and A2 drawings now.
Due on friday!
Gosh.

Anw, slept in studio while waiting for our turn since we're too tired.
We had no lessons, only consultation thats why can sleep with pillows.

had 1soft toy and 2 pillows brought by friends.
Ya, you know it.
We took it and slept.
So comfortable sleeping while waiting for our turn since we're th last few x.x
Waited for 2hours.

Thankgod for the pillows, we dont need to suffer from a neckache!

My layouts didnt really get approved..
Thus have to redo.
Later ba,
im tired out.

&&&&&,
Happy birthday, daddy! :D
Your one year older.. ):
Take good care of yourself okay? i'll try my best to help out our family also, once i have holidays.
I'll work and use th money so you no need spend so much on me, & i can help with th family expenses.
Dont worry when i sleep late! Have assignments to do, and im older now, not an ignorant kid anymore. Your tired enough to be th only one working, and supporting 5people.
you know iloveyou, daddy! :D
Your th greatest, with mummy.

Kaykay, going off now.
BYEBYE.

Lets hope this 2 days pass faster!

;piano pieces.

2010-06-07T22:03:00.003+08:00

why others have two weeks holiday while we only have one ah? D:
we have to keep doing our work everyday while th rest have exams after idk how many weeks.
LOL.
design's life is interesting and fun, but tiring uh!
We enjoy our time to th fullest, and rush our work after that.
No wonder we all look like zombies each time rushing our final assignments due, -gasps-
FRIDAY!
OMG.
We look like L4D zombies sometimes, so dont mess with us.
AHAHHA.
Everyone better respect designers for staying up late each time to think designs for you all! :x

In design school, we dont sleep.
Much.

-end of whining-

Wokeup, got alil frustrated.
Since no one going back school cause we have no school today, i have no laptop.
Until joey borrowed me his and went off to take his photos.
Whew.

Completed my portrait.
Didnt do anything much alr.
Sighs.
I can swear im gonna faint from all these.
I cant draw well so drawess is hard for me!
Idw to retake that module! ):

Sighs.

Relaxed awhile after 7.30pm in IAD studio.
Watched them dance and webcam.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
Though i just sit at one corner watching.

Home after awhile.
Now i have to rush my other work.
DIE.

Ohya, i just found out i cant draw parallel lines even with a ruler.
HAHAHAHAH.
COOL FACT.

BYEBYE.

Thanks hun, for the sweet again.
wheeeee.

;what now?

2010-06-06T23:23:00.003+08:00

HIIIIIII.

Woke up damn late.
Meet damn late.
Cause morning have this mega big rain that it's damn suitable to sleep in!
HAHAHAHA.

Fishspa, feeding fishes, see fishes.
So when we started with th small fish right,
the feeling is sooo itchy but nice!
LOL.

Except that joey&josh is squealing due to th itchyness.
HAHAHAH.
Uriah had cuts on his feet so it hurts alil for th small fishes.

It gets soo itchy and weird at first,
but after that, it got so comfortable!

So i went on to the medium ones while uriah just went for th big ones.
THE MEDIUM ONES ARE SCARY.
It all came after my feet.
HAHAHAHAH.
The feeling is so weird at first.
After that, it gets quite comfortable and itchy x.x

Heh.
So i went for th big ones with uriah.
The feeling is awesome.
Like suction pads.
HAHAHAHA.
It gets so comfortable, though th big ones could just suck your toe.
LOL.

Joey&josh dare not try th medium and big ones cause th small ones are alr so itchy for them -.-
So i guess they'll just go longkang fishing next time while uriah&i hit th fish spa.
LOLOLOL.

Dont go if you have cuts on your feet.
It hurts, so say uriah.

& we're going back during the holidays!
Come with us to relax if you want :D
It's so comfortable when you are used to it.
Starting is just itchy and weird only.

Start with th small ones.
Then medium.
Then th big ones.
Ohoh, cause you get diff feeling each time.
If you start with th big ones, you wont be able to feel th small ones alr x.x
HAHAHAHAH.

FUN LA.
Blic after we took 67 home on that 2hours ride x.x

Home!
& i havent done anything.
Sighs.

Kill me, please.

It's so sinful to be relaxing while i should be working my ass off now.
):
OKAY, BYEBYE!

Talk to me about it if you want.
But we're really going back for th fish spa during that 1week.
:DDDD
Awesome.

Im in love with it now.
HAHAH.

;lets hope it's all true.

2010-06-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

IM TIRED.
& i just got home from an entire day of travelling, videos and laughters.
Ohwells.

Alil mad, it went off after awhile.
I dont angry for very long.
Sometimes ._.

Now im screwed, need to stay up for assignments after completing 1/3 of comdi video today.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
SCREW THIS.
Now we have to edit and cut th video x.x

Monday, i guess.
& i missed th outing today))):
Sad la.
Gonna go next outing!!

BYEBYEE!

;when you said nothing at all.

2010-06-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

i woke up later then i expected.
Sighs.

Comdi was alright, just that i got tongue tied again.
ARGH.

Drawess was depression.
Damn upset cause my drawings are fail.
Seriously.
I just cant draw well!
):

Wanted to eat icecream, decided not to since i have no money.
Ohwells.

Reached home and slept.
How boring cause i was tired ):

Kaykay, going off now. im still tired.
BYEBYEEEEEE.

Im so gonna screw up drawess.
HOPE I DONT FAIL! ):
I dont wanna retake any modules.
Sighs.
-sinks in to depression-

;im okay now, thanks love.

2010-06-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

So i overslept today.
Nearly late for school.
I could swear if i keep wake due to shock, i would die of heart attack.
Serious!

School, class, presentation.
We re-did ours late after midnight when we found out it couldnt work.
Worked our way till 3am.

Slept after class. Took videos for madhu.
So zac& i learnt how to sing th korean happy birthday song for her.
LOL.

Drawess, did series and series of quick sketches in 2mins.
Kept laughing at myself for the awful work done.
Sighs.

Rested awhile.
Kick ass,
Went fountain accompany joey take photos with th others.
Watched the sunset,
everyone had fun playing there.
And watching the sunset. HAHAHA.
Plus, laughters.

Took a photo of sunset upside down, like the nokia advertisment.
Awwwww.
It turned out really really nice :D

A very nice evening today.
Ohwells!

Falling asleep now.
Thats why i figured that i better blog now before i fall asleep infront of the comp.
Sighs.
I need to get my assignments done, but im tooooo tired!
omg la.

Kaykay, going off now.
Yawns.
BYEBYE!

;insecurity. sucks.